feeling defeated much?

YES! please. So last week my computer [betty] took a crash and i made a rash decision to get another mac. I had the NICEST lady at best buy and she convinced me this was best for me. Best part of it is I opened a best buy credit card that is interest free for 18 months, so i will have it paid off by the time I graduate from nursing school which is AMAZING! and the difference in the last 4 or 5 years (I really, can't remember how long its been) is AWSOME. This battery last 10 hours. thats freakin' unreal and just all new gadgets and things is really cool too.
Anyways.. back to being defeated so I painted the whole room and feel completely embarrassed and will not post pictures because it did not come out right. It is streaking and ugly and PETER peter pumpkin eater hates it a big fat one. Well, he talked to his dad (Dwaine-- who is a little scary) and now its his mission to teach me how to paint. great. ugh.. we will see. I have been reading a lot of DIY blogs and I think its just because I am covering up brown wood paneling and its going to take ALOT of paint. we will see how it goes. I am getting close but so far away.
On another note.. MARRIAGE. my favorite topic.. haha. If only I could explain why I am so obsessed with the topic. New plan-- we are having a destination wedding/honeymoon than coming back to a PARTY in my back yard. We (well scratch that, I) am thinking about the US virgin islands. any opinions?