first day of work at my new job

I am so excited and scared and nervous that all of the first time jitters just keep flowing. yay! its so exciting i can barely hide it. 

so a new journey..

I finally did it.. i put in my notice for starbucks. My last day will be in December and yes your thinking that is so far away, but really it is not and this is for me. i start my new job this weekend and pretty much every weekend from now on on top of starbucks and going to school in january so it is much needed for the experience. i can not wait to see what the next chapters are to come. yay and to get my friend back yay! oh and i have a date with her tomorrow which makes me super happy too. i miss her, work sucks and i can barely look at her without it being awkward. so yeah. <3.

moving..

this move has been unlike others because i am the master of packing and moving since i have moved (and packed) four times in the past year and this will be it for a long long time or at least i am hoping. This place feels so nice an comfortable and i can not wait to make it my home. I only have one more box left in my room.. yay! I am also planning a house warming party on the 14th of november which i am very excited for as well you are invited to my home now gimme your money and presents.. thanks now leave.. jk. <3.

thinking about paint colors

so paint .. i want to paint our new house because let me tell you i hate plain walls but it is so expensive and i am the only one that is motivated to do it. 

eat in kitchen: top blue

living room: third green down

kitchen: third yellow down

small bath: second orange down

large bath: dark grey

master bed: third blue down

what do you think? 

 I can't wait 

this feeling

its a feeling of sadness that is so familiar, yet so distant. So weird. I don't understand why is it that when you think that everything is put into order and things are going your way that you just don't seem to be happy or all there. tell me why this is?

WORK.. update

I got so excited talking about the house i forgot to mention this.. I still hate Starbucks and it kinda sucks there, but I was hired on to an assisted care facility which i quit not even a 2 weeks later, not because i was killing myself doing both, but they don;t offer benefits. To get onto peters it would be like $200+ A MONTH!! i can't afford that.. sorry. So i had an interview at an agency and they have benefits and all the other jazz too so I am setting up with them and than going from there. we will see what happens. taking it as it goes. 

OUR first HOUSE

So we finally closed and got the keys  on our first house yesterday while i was at work .. of course. and i am so excited to say that we can finally have our own space and decorate it how we want and do what ever we want to it. This makes me so excited. We are moving slowly even though I am completely against the idea, we really don't have any hurry to move super fast either. So until next time..