okfine.. I am just going to admit it.

IM JEALOUS! i want to get married, I am ready to get married and i can;t tell you how people I know are engaged and guess what? I don't even have a ring on my finger. I really want that ring and finally say I am getting married. I don't know what it is because i have never been like this but man now I just want. I have the house I have the man of my dreams. I fall deeper and deeper in love with him each day. I just want it to be final and over with. =(